הכרויות סקס חינם|סקס מזדמן

The amount of pain i currently feel to walk away from a wonderful guy i genuinely fell in love with is enormous. I tried, I really did. We both genuinely care about each other. I believe he’s a wonderful person. I know he thinks the world of me too. He’s in a self focused phase. It’s all about his work, his routine, fixing up his life and orienting for better future. I don’t get enough time with him, I just end up missing him so much that it hurts. He feels guilty he wants to fix it but keeps putting me last. I see his work, I believe in him too, but it’s beyond painful for me to keep waiting for my turn to come. I couldn’t find a middle ground, this keeps me stuck in a cycle that never fully repairs. He’s always on my mind and the feeling of missing him grew way bigger than I could handle. I have to choose myself and just focus on what I need.